wondering why, on the darkest of nights...

Tonight

2007-08-13T00:55:20Z

I HAVE A LIVEJOURNAL?!

Tonight

2007-03-11T05:04:43Z

its time for a change.

i started last week, but due to illness had to take a break. this is what stops me every time. but not this time.

i keep starting the workout routine, but ending it.
im tired of a fat stomach, im tired of getting TIRED from moderate excercise, im tired of not being as strong as i used to be.

i have until May to get back into good shape.
im changing my diet, excersicing daily and starting a moderate weight routine.

i hope to god i dont lose motivation this time.

This evening

2007-02-16T23:50:54Z

oh, college.
why cant you just give me my BA degree?

im tired of my job and im tired of making shitty pay.

im too smart for this shit.

This morning

2007-02-03T07:29:46Z

This morning

2007-01-16T13:33:33Z

we had shift picks last night.

my new shifts are meh.

buuut...

i got voted Cadet of the Year. :)

Tonight

2006-11-26T05:51:03Z

pictures of my new baby cousins (second cousins)~

were all very close, my cousins and i, so i feel more like an uncle without ever having met these two than distant relatives.

these are my favorite pictures of them:

Caden:

Zoey:

the two of them together:

Tonight

2006-11-20T03:24:54Z

the lady who reads off the lottery numbers scares the hell out of me.

Today

2006-11-19T21:31:49Z

ive added "Via" as one of my most hated and one of the most misused words.

people in my department are constantly using that word and its become quite obnoxious.

"i arrived on scene via foot patrol."
"i contacted him via the Nextel."
"please contact me via memorandum."

yes, technically these are all proper uses.
but that doesn't negate the fact that the word is extremely annoying.

Tonight

2006-11-19T02:32:52Z

so, ive begun to amass a small arsenal.

in addition to my 1911 .45 ACP handun
i have an 8x57 Yugoslavian Mauser K98/M48 en route.

here are some pictures of it:

i had 500 rounds for my 1911
but i shot about 260 of that over the last week at the range.

i ordered 760 rounds for the Mauser... because its so damn cheap.
only problem is
the closest public range is an hour and a half south of here.

ah, well.

riddle me this: what are brad's favourite era weapons?
hint; the answer begins with a "world" and ends with a "II".

This evening

2006-11-13T23:21:01Z

damnit, Indianapolis.

LOSE!

This evening

2006-11-08T01:44:08Z

two things.

first.

i just noticed Eva Green is in the new Bond film.
i dont like Bond movies, but shes one of my future wives, so i have to see it now.

second.

my fat, asshole father challenged me tonight, stating i wouldnt be able to keep up with him running. or, hed give me a run for my money.

shyeah. right.

i can run a 5.5 minute mile.
even now, out of shape and with a gut, i could hit 6 minutes no problem.

Amy and Matt should find that funnier than anyone else.

asshole.

This morning

2006-10-25T10:38:10Z

i must admit;
AEon Flux was much, much better than i had anticipated. good storyline.

that and Charlize Theron is a babe and acted as not only her typical outstanding actress self, but as some great eye candy. mmhmm.

i dont do movie reviews. just Charlize is hot and thats that.

i mean, come on.

Tonight

2006-10-15T04:42:17Z

so i had a special assignment this past Friday morning.

i was charged with keeping it a secret, and it was something i took pride in doing.
my Chief and CO had me picked first for the assignment, which honored me.

the duties were the protection and providing security for Dennis Hastert while he toured a new building that he got a majority of the funding for. i worked side-by-side with the Capitol Police, which was quite an honor in itself. i got to meet Mr. Hastert, the 3rd most powerful man in the world. he shook my hand twice and thanked me the second time. i opted out of photos with him.

needless to say, it was an awesome assignment and i was proud to have been deligated such duties.

Tonight

2006-10-12T04:18:47Z

VOTE GREEN IN THE ILLINOIS GOVERNOR ELECTION THIS NOVEMBER!

http://www.whitneyforgov.org/joomla/index.php

Topinka and Blajaskjdsdfkhvich are the devil. Place your vote with someone worth a damn, who isn't going to further bury this state.

Tonight

2006-10-08T01:03:53Z

im going to talk to my doctor about... plastic surgery.

omg, breath. not that kind. :P

i have a mole underneath my hair on the back right side of my head. i have many moles, but only this one bothers me.
its uncomfortable and large... i want to get it removed. no cosmetic enhancements, simply the death of an annoyance.

we.rd

Tonight

2006-10-07T04:51:17Z

BSG Season 3 Opening:
Two hours of pure awesomeness.
This season is gonna rule.

Today

2006-10-06T19:30:47Z

why some people are fucking idiots:

this is something my friend's boyfriend said to her in regards to a rant she wrote, including gas prices.

"It's convenient that gas prices go down during election time, but you're 20 and naive for not noticing that."

now for my remarks.
first of all... the government DOES NOT DECIDE GAS PRICES!

I'm sick of all these dumbass people blaming the goverment for gas prices. Who decides then? Saudis and Arabs and the big corporations. Those who drill the oil decide how much to sell the oil for. It's called free-trade. The reason gas prices are going down is due to the fact that oil stations in the Gulf are back up to operating at 100% efficiancy and since Summer is over. What does summer have to do with it?

PEOPLE DRIVE MORE IN THE SUMMER, SO OIL MONGORS RAISE THEIR PRICES!

Get a fucking clue you ignorant, liberal pieces of shit.
There are plenty of other countries out there you can move to. Why not go there where you can bitch about how evil America is with the rest of those socialist bastards.

nosferatu1022 @ 2006-10-04T21:49:00

2006-10-05T02:51:23Z

i ordered my handgun tonight.
should hopefully get it in the next two weeks.
just have to wait out the transfer and background check.

i ordered this firearm:

it is a Springfield Armory 1911-A1 GI 45ACP Mil-Spec single action, semi-automatic pistol.

i got a great deal on it.
plus, it comes with a coupon with $600 dollars in savings.
hello accessories.

my Comercial Security Operations class starts on the 14th. i'll probably get to start shooting by the end of this month.

woo.

Today

2006-10-03T20:56:20Z

lets see.

80 degrees. +
thick cotton socks. +
100% polyester pants. +
100% polyester uniform shirt. +
cotton t-shirt. +
body armor.

=

one overheated brad.

i saw the most goregous girl in zee world today. im kicking myself for not making my partner stop the car.

instead, we drove by twice.

an aside;
girls will give two kinds of smiles.

the one where they squeeze their lips together and give that "yeaahhhh" smile.
then theres the one.
the one where theyre smirking that smirk that flattery laugh. she gave me this one both times.
that doesnt have to make sense to you, because it makes sense to me.
eat it.

back to the point.
i will get her number, oh yes, i will get her number.

unless she has a boyfriend then im fucked.

Tonight

2006-10-03T03:29:43Z

post, post, post.

just talk to me.

Tonight

2006-09-29T04:51:58Z

http://news.aol.com/entertainment/articles/_a/smith-accepts-explanation-of-sons-death/20060928170409990001

that sucks.
also sucks that ive had both Lexapro and Zoloft in my system at the same time.
thanks the warning, mr. pharmacist.

Tonight

2006-09-29T04:02:08Z

my damn Japanese IME is not working.
why is it not working?

anyway.

i wish i had something to do. somewhere to go.
somebody to do something with... that isn't a dude.
or in a relationship.

and i have to be able tolerate them.

im fucked.

Today

2006-09-28T17:17:51Z

my dreams suck.

i wish they would be probable and stop torturing me.

bastards.

Today

2006-09-27T07:08:26Z

Are you happy?

Tonight

2006-09-27T04:41:03Z

so.

i get in trouble at work pretty often.

not always bad trouble. were usually laughing when im being scolded, but trouble nonetheless.

apparently i have a habit of engaging myself in dangerous situations.

my chief is concerned with not getting sued. thats the man way of saying hes worried ill get hurt.

today was another of these days.
not a big thing.
some dumb girl drove through the deeply saturated mud and get her car stuck.
so, i, in my freshly cleaned, laced and polished to a mirror finish boots, got behind her car and pushed.

this is apparently a high risk situation where i can:
a. get run over
b. hyperextend a vertabrae
c. otherwise injure myself from strain

im more concerned with PR and getting people on their way. (no matter how dumb they are.)

something about having the power to help but not utilizing it seems dishonorable.
that being said, i will continue to do dumb things to ensure that people make it home safe and sound.